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quasivisful38 ([info]quasivisful38) wrote,
@ 2010-06-29 02:29:00

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Well, your daughter spit in it for you, didn't...
Well, your daughter spit in it for you, didn't she? Four people? Quite a critique she has made of decorum
If he hangs up, he will be alone in that hallway behind the man who is waiting behind the man who is down on the stairs tearing at Merry, he will be seeing everything he does not want to see, knowing everything he cannot stand to knowHe cannot sit there imag-274 ining the rest of that storyIf he hangs up, he will never know what Jerry has to say after he says all this stuff that he for some reason wants to say about the beastWhat beast? All his relations with people are like this--it isn't an attack on me, it is JerryNobody can control himHe was born like thisI knew that miu miu clutch before I called himI've known it all my lifeWe do not live the same wayA brother who isn't a brotherI called the worst person to call in the worldThis is a guy who wields a knife for a livingRemedies what is ailing with a knifeCuts out what is rotting with a knifeI am on the ropes, I am dealing with something that nobody can deal with, and for him it's business as usual--he just keeps coming at me with his knife
"I'm not the renegade," the Swede says"I'm not the renegade--you are
"No, you're not the renegadeYou're the one who does everything right
"I don't follow thisYou say that like an insult Angrily he says, "What the hell is wrong with doing things right?"
"NothingExcept that's chloe paddington bags what your daughter has been blasting away at all her lifeYou don't reveal yourself to people, SeymourYou keep yourself a secretNobody knows what you areYou certainly never let her know who you areThat's what she's been blasting away at--that facadeAll your fucking normsTake a good look at what she did to your norms
"I don't know what you want from meYou've always been too smart for meIs this your response? Is this it?"
"You win the trophyYou always make the right moveYou're loved by everybodyYou marry Miss New Jersey, for God's sakeThere's thinking for youWhy did you marry her? For the appearanceWhy do you do everything? For the appearance!"
"I loved her! I opposed my own white chanel watch father I loved her so much!"
Jerry is laughing"Is that what you believe? You really think you stood up to him? You married her because you couldn't get out of itDad raked her over the coals in his office and you sat there and didn't say shitWell, isn't that true?"
"My daughter is in that room, JerryWhat is this all about?"
But Jerry does not hear himHe hears only himselfWhy is this Jerry's grand occasion to tell his brother the truth? Why does someone, in the midst of your worst suffering, decide the time has come to drive home, disguised in the form of character analysis, all the contempt they have been harboring for you for all these years? What in your suffering makes their tiffany and co jewelry superiority so fulsome, so capacious, makes the expression of it so enjoyable? Why this occasion for launching his protest at living in the shadow of me? Why, if he had to tell me all this, couldn't he have told it to me when I was feeling my oats? Why does he even believe he's in my shadow? Miami's biggest cardiac surgeon! The heart victim's savior, DrLevov!
"Dad? He fucking let you slide through--don't you know that? If Dad had said, 'Look, you'll never get my approval for this, never, I am not having grandchildren half this and half that,' then you would have had to make a choiceBut you never had to make a choiceBecause he let you slide throughEverybody has always let you slide balenciaga bag throu


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